simply · adie.

i want my old life back

Dear Diary,
I'm writing in your bullshit pages
because my shrink is crazier than I am;
he think's you're therapy.

-What Dreams May Come

i hate southern accents.

fuck.

life is fuzzy.
back with nate...

happy.
content.

joyful.

just saw little women.
LOVED it.

i just want to say i miss my rctc friends. and i love you guys.

xoxox

♥ ♥ ♥

Silly little girl loves the wicked witch
And sings like an old black woman
Just that hint of pain
To color her song

in dorms.
in school musical.
in love.
life rocks.

i on the waiting list to get into the dorms....AHHH i wanna get out of my house. mwhahahah

life has been very odd due to the fact i am not doing a show at all this summer. it has actually been a very relaxing one, with just work and hangin' out with nate. sac state starts in like 2-3 weeks. i am so excited bout college mainly cuz i got to the classes i wanted to take, and when i wanted to take them. i am so excited bout the dance class especially. i don't know what it is going to be like, but i am ready. :)
i am helping tech the summer show. i miss my rctc friends so much. i had been hanging out with daniel and karp a lot last month, we all (including nate) went down to chico, that was so much fun. :)
my 'rents keep encouraging me to take a photography class...i think i will, but they have to buy the camera. my 'rents have chilled out sooo much since i graduated. they have allowed me to go camping with nate, go to san francisco and stay overnight...with just nate, and do the whole chico buisness.. and i like told them the day before or the day of when i was leaving.
my relationship with my mom is growing a lot and i love being able to feel a little more comfortable telling her things........well watching movies that consist of sex jokes, which before was a leave the room or turn off movie sorta deal.
i am actually finally feeling comfortable at work and i love the new people that they just hired. american eagle is becoming FUN!! :)
oh fyi...if you haven't seen wedding crashers..go see it! it is hilarious.

well this is adie signing off.

all i have been doing all summer is working.
its oodles of fun... i guess. :)
nate 'n i are doing spectacular.
i love him to death!! ♥

yea i am alive.
busy little chica.

call backs were ok...for sitting there for 6 hrs. oye!! hahaha.

leaving for LA on tuesday.

i hope i get cosette!!! :) fingers crossed.

my epiphany!!

bookaroon: i told my mom i was going to move in with u 'n gholie
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: wut she say
bookaroon: she said i ought to think bout it 'n that its a big decision
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: :-(she dosn't like me
bookaroon: she likes you!!
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: she woulda said cool if she did
bookaroon: your mom would say that, my mom is different. i honestly don't no wut she means by that....my mom is odd
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: u should ask her
bookaroon: mebbe later when i feel like listening to her long ass pointless lectures
bookaroon: i need to learn not to care...'n do wut i wanna do
bookaroon: i need to live life my way 'n not my mom's way
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: yup
bookaroon: i am 18 years old 'n i should be able to make my own decisions 'n if i wanna move out of my house this summer, then bloody hell i am going to!
NuMbA1KiNgSFaN: hehe u should
bookaroon: i shouldn't need to ask permission for everything i fucking do. it drives me crazy. i hate being controlled constantly by my 'rents/